mrs-roboto's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Quickly I am having a first rate panic attack. We put a bid on a house. The amount makes me gasp. I can't believe a bank would lend that to us. I can't believe I'd accept that type of loan. I'm practically debt free....that would change fast.. While I love the house, I am a nervous wreck and secretly want them to reject the offer. It's entirely possible since we underbid by $20,000.00. And uh yeah, the house is still expensive. The house is pretty awesome though and has a 7500 square foot lot and a huge fireplace and wood floors and three bedrooms and a two baths...... Still, I kind of love our little abode.....and I love my neighbors and the things that are close by. I suck at change. I should just stay here. I'm happy here. I don't need to consume more and take up more space. That's so anti-me. See?!! I'm a mess. Also, this is the busiest time at work for me AND I leave for Belize on Monday AND I have a freelance article to finish before noon tomorrow.... I'm going to go breathe into a paper bag now 7:43 a.m. - 2005-12-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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